My Apologies

Over the last few months friends I have known over the years have all been lying to me and it has caused a lot of drama. All the deception had made me grow cold and untrusting so I would like to openly apologize besides sending a private message to those I just judged or were rude to. Also sorry about last night, it was all my fault and there is no excuse. I was just being ignorant and stubborn. I have come out of my cold-hearted sate and am asking forgiveness to forget this, I won't forget it, but please know I truely feel so sorry about it. Here's the list of those I would apologize to.

GM Yuki especially for causing all this unnecessary drama.

GM Sauce because I judged the entire staff based on the few actions of 1 or 2 GMs

GM Ruby and GM Lainia, I'm really sorry for criticizing you both and for last night. It was uncalled for and I had no reason to act out like that. Please forgive me.

Shix and Xiaken, I didn't even read your post thoroughly before posting my own and fueled a flame all over that topic. It was reckless and I feel ashamed for it. I'm sorry.

The Left Click, I didn't listen when you told me I should have kept quiet last night and for that I'm sorry.

GM Keke I saved this for last already knowing your choice on whether to forgive me or not. Just know that I am sorry for being so judgmental to you and misunderstanding a lot of what you were saying.

I don't like to make a scene on forums, but I want to show that I am very sorry to all of you for this. I don't like being hated and I do want to be your friends, but it takes a greater heart to forgive then to say sorry, so your decision is left up to you. If you don't I understand.




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Please don't flame this topic, it took me a great deal of guts to post it.

Well, I for one applaud your willingness to apologize.

I hope you receive a kind response to this as it should be met with one.

*hugs the crap outta Memeiko*

I wish ya luck with the other responses.

I will accept your apology. If you spell my name correctly first.

Oh, oops, just a typo. Fixed.


Thanks Xiaken...I'm not even sure if the GMs will read this though.

What are you talking about? I never set out to make any Gm the worst. A lot of other players were complaining about Lainia as well. Also, you don't know what I criticized you for, Ruby. But I really am sorry.

That's because everyone was taking to me about it, I can even mention names, but I would rather not.

Well to be honest about that it was jhina/conrox's/and my idea. I didn't want to say it to you guys because I knew it would start something. I didn't want to hurt anyone's feelings, but now I just feel stupid about it all.

They voted me to do it and I got tired that night and anxious. I swear to you after that I felt like such an idiot I couldn't stand it. I feel so horrible.

That position wasn't planned out to be called a spy around the server. It was basically a staff over-viewer position to make sure everything was in hand in-game via staff. I apologize if it made you fell uncomfortable in-game.

It was not Jhina who hired Memi. We talked with Yuki about it and we all decided it seemed fit to hire her under this new position. The higher power was necessary for the job seeing as being "undercover" means she should not come up under the @whogm command.

No don't be sorry, I expected this the minute I made my topic. I will take any hit you throw at me. I know I deserve it Ruby. Also in my defense I did not know I was abusing powers until afterward. I had completely forgotten the rule I lived by "warn then mute"

GM Ruby wrote:It's fine, let's just start over fresh. I'm tired of drama being brought out daily. Trust me, we've been through these things A LOT before.
If you do get chosen as a true GM, congratulations. No hard feelings for it, it's not like I detest you or anything. I just felt greatly irked for your behavior.
But I'm hoping we can at least be on good terms now.

On this note, I'm going to lock the topic. We've all seen enough of this drama. Good luck to Memi and Ruby starting over on a new leaf.

Me too, Ruby. I do feel so ashamed of myself still. I will wait for more replies.

Memieko wrote:Me too, Ruby. I do feel so ashamed of myself still. I will wait for more replies.

I suggest PMs would be better.

I believe it is now resolved. I hope everyone is fine now.